Toronto

Market At Dawn

Five AM. My eyes open to a crescent moon. I listen to birds welcome Dawn outside my window. Few are awake at this hour, but the ones who experience the luxury of an empty market.

The potential of stillness.

Where street sweepers sweep yesterday’s news into the trash and bundles of stories are wound up and rolled out at each new day.

Soon these sidewalks will bustle with life: feets of people, children, dogs and bicycles. A place where: the scratching of beer cans on pavement is background noise and normal. Where pigeons argue with sparrows for crumbs of roti, and the Rastafarian grill serves scorched red meat for breakfast. Where melons and squash are stacked high in piles waiting to tumble or be carefully picked. Where the scent of hazelnut coffee roasted at the Moonbean Cafe filters through the air. A scent that is almost seen – as mist is through rays of sunlight. A barista cuts mint and parsley from a terracotta pot on the patio. She reaches down to smell their freshness and wipe the dew between their leaves. A place where the streets glint shoals of silver fish in the sun. And my coffee breath is steam in the morning air.

Where packs of hounds have become packs with their owners and both are stray. Where toothless warriors rest beside grinning Pitbulls and let pigeons eat from their hand. Always, they are friendly – the children of the market.

A place where: the sun glints orange on glass window panes, reflecting the colour of the minds that live here.

Orange. The colour in between: caught in a mesh of society’s stark red lines and nature’s golden allure. The shade of misfits, artists – those who seek to paint something brighter but are caught in the middle. Who know not where they’re going or who they are. But where they belong? Only in the streets of the Market.

Orange. Misunderstood stands out. Searching, seeking, looking – up, down – which way? Up if you’re thinking and down if you’re feeling.

Up. Above the birds on the wire, because my mind is wrapped around it. Curled along your tangled edges even though they do me harm sometimes. I do not break, but take the dark look and turn it to light. Because inside, I shine too bright – and darkness will never be left alone here. To brew or fester, like beer that is over-fermented – I turn it to gold.

Such are thoughts in the Market at Dawn.

Canopy of Dreams

Sometimes, I come home from work in the rain with the hounds. Walking. Playing. Amused. Talking. Elias is there, mixing his paints with his mind, and colour on canvas. Wrapped in his own world. My thoughts are able to lull, on the waves of harmony between us. Without sending a quiver, of fear or anxiety, forced, pushed or yielded. None. Allowed to lie, on the surface of Trust.

My body is drained from the day. Washed by rain, rocks, asphalt, mud, dogs. As I walk through the door, a sense of pleasant exhaustion cloaks my body. The will to lie down, here. In a bed of leaves. A nest that an Eagle has made, for her young and any that befriend them. Or need a place to rest and resuscitate, from the storms of the day. The Nest is evening, and She is night.

As is told in the old stories, night brings with it the unknown. But if you allow yourself to navigate through the dark, you will realize there is nothing to fear, here. Only the mind makes a wall and barrier of the Night.

She has other tactics. All you must do is understand the way she shows and teaches, is different than that of the Sun. An ally of the Moon — she moves in shadows. And when Moon remains hidden, she tests our ability to Trust. Our instincts and ears. For eyes are blind at this hour.

From here, I can see upwards – effortless. The leaves and canopy make a fresco on the rooftop of the sky. Iridescent and flickering shades and hues, of green and gold. Oh yes, Gold. As gold, as Gold can be.

 

One thought on “Toronto

  1. Your writing of the market so vivid and real…I could smell the coffee, the fish, I could hear the street cleaner and the scraping of the beer cans, and most of all I could feel and sense all those that come and go “at the market.”
    much love to you Kiana….xoxxoxox Valerie

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